In a Moment of Clarity

(pause)
(mutters) how long…

what?

how long will we be here?…
(pause)
sorry

it’s okay
none of us understand

I’m not stable

none of us are-

I know, but-

you can’t hold on to yourself?

yeah…
(pause)
I can’t hold on to the now, I’m not myself

the feeling of deja vu?

and nostalgia.
And I can remember things that never happened?
And things that will never happen
It’s all wrong

I can’t keep it straight, either
(pause)
we’ve got enough medication for now

yeah, for now

and we’ve got each other

yeah…